Damn you, for attracting me like a crow to a trinket,
Damn you, for giving me a sliver of hope when there was none
Damn you, for being beautiful
Damn you, for being smart
Damn you, for forcing me to deal with the facts...
Damn me, for not living up to my potential
Damn me, for not realizing i hadn't a chance
Damn me, for lending my heart so easily
Damn me, for hurting her in order to chase after you
Damn me, damn you, blaming doesn't help my sorry state now
do you hate me or am i fillin in the blanks with my worst fears? that dark plce in my mind threatens to take over again, i don't have a guiding light just the depths of a black hole
my search has led me off the end of cliff and so now i wander in the dark depths, lost in solitude hoping for a friend, a savior, someone to care
and so my heart has reached out again, tender tendrils of hope but i fear they are only going to be burned, denied, pushed away, but will i know if i don't try, does the return outweigh the cost...
Damn you, for attracting me like a crow to a trinket,
Damn you, for giving me a sliver of hope when there was none
Damn you, for being beautiful
Damn you, for being smart
Damn you, for forcing me to deal with the facts...
Damn me, for not living up to my potential
Damn me, for not realizing i hadn't a chance
Damn me, for lending my heart so easily
Damn me, for hurting her in order to chase after you
Damn me, damn you, blaming doesn't help my sorry state now
do you hate me or am i fillin in the blanks with my worst fears? that dark plce in my mind threatens to take over again, i don't have a guiding light just the depths of a black hole
my search has led me off the end of cliff and so now i wander in the dark depths, lost in solitude hoping for a friend, a savior, someone to care
and so my heart has reached out again, tender tendrils of hope but i fear they are only going to be burned, denied, pushed away, but will i know if i don't try, does the return outweigh the cost...
Favourite genre of music: Rock Favourite style of art: Abstract Operating System: OS.X all the way!!! MP3 player of choice: iPod touch 4th gen Favourite cartoon character: Roger Rabbit Personal Quote: Screw them I can do this myself
...And then you die. Entering a rather depressive phase due to girl trouble and such. The whole "I suck, I'm ugly, alone and angry and the girl I'm into thinks I'm annoying" deal. What's that? that's not how the story goes? The nice guy actually gets the girl in the end? Well wouldn't that be nice to believe... Who knows, though despair is comforting in it's own way.
Anyways sorry for depressing my few watchers with this, hopefully getting up some new artwork soon so yerp.
TTFN bye guys
UH OH VALENTINES DAY IS NEXT MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well now that i've gotten that out of the way this is just another one of those journals you delete from your message without a second glance. Life is life an such, hope you guys are liking the new art >> (Has no faves at all) umm yeah gonna have some new stuff, but have a lot of school work to do so it'll be few and far between. TTFN
Welcome to 2011. Well at least so i'm told... Feel the same as always, still with my favorite person in the world and hoping to make this year better then last. Looking forward to getting some more art done and posted and developing my portfolio. Not looking forward to the rest of school DX
No problem, i saw some of your stuff posted on Local Motors, and to find you on da and see more of your work is great, Awesome work, very smooth and flowing designs, props for sure